Figuring Out God: Finding Rest in Clarity

Crack addict since 13 years old and finally tired of trying to be a "Christian", tired of trying to "get clean". Performance, addiction, performance, addiction-that's all I've ever known. When I finally get tired of the streets and break, I run to the church and say and do all the right things, I perform. After finally being worn out from this vicious cycle, I can write to you today from a standpoint of purpose and freedom. It's my hope that you can read this and feel like you can not only relate with the struggles but feel the purpose. when we as humans have purpose and see it clearly we feel needed and motivated to wake up in the morning. I hope to help you see God for who He truly is, then this will eliminate the "I'm gonna ask God when I get to heaven" list.